i write songs to get rid of my life

here is one that emma in charge knows about
i know it not easy
but you have done a lot
so please don't go
you are true to me

over the years
you're my star
that makes me smile
or laugh when in pain

i know it not easy
but you have done a lot
so please don't go
you are true to me

it would feel different
without you by my side
to help me out
when i cry

i know it not easy
but you have done a lot
so please don't go
you are true to me

or to lend a hand
you were so lively
till that gloomy day
you have done so much

i know it not easy
but you have done a lot
so please don't go
you are true to me

you bloom like a rose
when you smile
the day grows stronger
than before i am losing you

i know it not easy
but you have done a lot
so please don't go
you are true to me

as the day shines
you all ways seam to care
do you remeber the good time
with the entier trill we had

i know it not easy
but you have done a lot
so please don't go
you are true to me

without you
it feels like i am on a dream
were the rhythem has stopped
that is slowly fading away

i know it not easy
but you have done a lot
so please don't go
you are true to me

then you catch me
as there is no where to go
as you keep going
on till that day

this song is about my adopted grandad as he built alot all though i a have lots most of this but also my dog as i feel that seeing her makes me smile to carry on or start the day with hope that she will be at home when i get back but i fear that it is her time to go as my dog is 16 in human years.
also i wantg to talk that my luck is bad as one newfuew is only 3 months old and he is in a coma and had 7 operations that is not fair. also my mum is trying to come back myself i want to as she is my mum but i fear that i will go into social and that i fear to go home as she wet her she and nearly died due to the amount her liver has consitied but she dosen't want to stop which means it is hard as i have no mother figure i am in my final year at school but i don't know what to do to chose my prom dress and normal the mum helps but i don't have any one to take that place for me.